Back to reality January 30, 2012
Posted by midnightzimadreams in 30-day resolution of 2012, Family, Grad school, Life, Reminiscing, Superfluous musings.add a comment
There I am, finally feeling relaxed and accepting of my life, content almost. Wonderful extended birthday trip to memory-town with my love. And even not feeling antsy on the rainy way home. He was, a little. I guess it’s a symptom of feeling responsibility on one’s shoulders.
And yet, I am going about my routine again today, pressure by two looming grad school midterms that I knowingly and completely neglected so far, and I am feeling restless again. More about the future, though, and that savory far away goal of a career I enjoy, a happy, sunny life with Nate (+more family?) in our own, cozy, comfy, nicely kept home.
How different my anxieties are now than ever before. And how much more they make me smile.
Now back to reality and feeling frustrated that I didn’t spend more time on economics.
